| | ugh, idk I just wanted to write some shizz down.
i'm really retarded; which of course my only comeback to that is: Get out of the country.
I was reading something about, "accepting people as they are" with flaws, awesomeness and everything.
I really think this is something I have to take to heart..but the thing is when I meet someone for the first time..I do accept them, I guess my problem is.. I think i want everyone to be nice...in a perfect world.
Like somethings I hear, I act indifferent when I hjear them...but like how can someone do that....lmaoo, i'm weird.
lol, i'm such a freakin artsy person, like I find myself because such a non-conformists for the littlest things, things that shouldn't matter.
I think I have a WAYY to high standard for other people; and before I used to let everything just never get to me..even in the summer;
Now i dont kow what's wrong with me...but I usually start the school year off in the wrong foot.
Idk, i have to rethink a lot of stuff.
Sometimes too, I wish I had better friends(lol this freakin ipod update is taking forever!!)
like, before, (in japan of course), my friends would help me translate and ask to stay out later...idk, they were just really nice people
but im not in Japan! :]
I just want someone I can be myself with, somewhere where I dont have to act...that i'm really happy and having a good tim, with this talk I might as well end up like Thoreau and live in some cabin in Japan, or El Salvador.
Brighter note:
I'm applying to go aborad again! it's hopefully going to be soooo much more easier now, and with financial aid and a scholarship I think i'll be good to go; can't wait : D
I prolly wont be blogging it..i'll prolly just be taking TONSSS of pictures, like i need to take a thousand more than in japan, they weren't enough lol.
And talking about cameras im getting oneeee, and it's tres tres magnifque! :] J'adore le Canon :]
can't wait :}
"Ships at a distance have every man's wish on board. "
Zora Neale Hurston
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